This is another year where millions of Americans right now are enjoying the word “freedom”. But are we really free? Free from what bondage? I would like to personalize this day to be my day of independence instead. I think it will be more appropriate and meaningful, at least for me. Today, very early in the morning, I was given the opportunity to ask forgiveness from an individual I hurt so bad. I hurt this wonderful person with lies, not just small lies, but “life-changing-lies”. Yes, that opportunity was not something I even imagined would come, but I took advantage of the situation, and blurted, “Please forgive me.” I did not get a response yet. I was not expecting to be forgiven right away. However, I felt relieved by just saying those words. It felt wonderful to be righteous, and truthful. Just being free from the bondage of lies. You gotta be kidding me, it was awesome! I am not sure how enormous the damage was though, or how repairable it will be, but deep inside of me feels that I was already forgiven. Forgiveness, perhaps not from this person, but from God, and myself. With this thought, I look back at the cross where my beloved Jesus suffered. Yes, I remembered, He suffered for me, and for all those who lied, and even those who are still covered with a life of lies. Now, I take part of this freedom today. Completely healed. No to "bondage". No longer a captive of untruthfulness, but a survivor of the Truth. As long as my Beloved is in my heart, I shall overcome lies. “Truth shall set you free.”
truth in hell could also be another concept, another lie that can be used against us like I said our own denial system is so strong that becomes very complicated.. and there are truths covering lies, and lies covering truth its like when you peel an onion, you uncover the truth little by little til the end, you open your eyes to find out that everyone around you… including yourself is lying
ReplyDeletewhatever is untrue will just disappear like a smoke.. everything is what it is…you dont need to justify what is true…dont need to explain it.. lies need support… you need to create a lie to support the first lie and more lies to support all of those lies but whats important..when truth comes out…everything falls apart.. but thats just the way it is…we dont need to feel guilty because we are lying to what we feel, because we really know what are we feeling.. but we have the power to make a choice..even if something is not the truth,,, if we choose to believe it, we can believe it just because we want to believe it..we make our own choice.. like what you chose to feel.. don’t believe your negative emotions coz there goin to manipulate your mind.. and will suffer the hurt…if you dont believe them your free from hurt.. and you must forgive those who hurt you, even if whatever you did is unforgivable in your mind.. you need to forgive not because you deserve to be forgiven but because you dont want to suffer and hurt yourself everytime you remember what somebody did to you… and it doesnt matter what you did…you are goin to forgive others coz forgiveness is for your own mental healing coz you feel compassion for yourself… forgiveness is an act of self love…but ofcourse you need to release your emotions..the only way to heal your wounds is thru forgiveness...to feel beter and bein complete again…
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